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A Captive of a Planet/Abeer AlMadawy

Author|Abeer Almadawy
Collection of  literary fiction stories “During our Voyeurism”
Story 
A Captive of a Planet
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      “We danced together. Our steps staggered in the mystery of the puzzle that collected us by accident.
Who knows how fate will change at a moment and give us the lost life?!
Our happy moments ended quickly, but they made for us a great history that conquered the preceding sad 2567events.
Then my lover whispered before her farewell:
“To live forever together in the midst of eternal true love, we have to depart”
Then she touched me and gave me a sweet warm kiss and left.
We parted and I did not know why, other than the ambition of both of us called to act like this.
 Both of us went in different ways.
Thus I could split the sky in one jump and leave the entire ground floors behind me.
 
 
 
Then I ascended  the summit of the thin sky Mount, there I found  illustrious planet ,I considered him as a  companion for me…painted for myself a branch of a small tree next to him, and settled in it watching his glow from the nearby..
The strength of the illustrious planet dazzled me, its highness and consistently brilliant light attracted my brain…I closed my eyes for a moment and imagined myself instead of him and have his sparkling shiny character exactly like him…
Suddenly, from afar I heard a voice call out…it cut my thoughts to continues but said wondering
“Did you find in the sky what you want?”
Though I could identify this calm voice and breathed her own especial good fragrance, I didn’t give any attention to her … she is my mistress, danced with me along a few minutes… But though that, I will not allow for anything to hinder my way.
So I took the decision to ignore her even inside myself… I did not reply to her.
 
And from her side, she withdrew silently but sent warm tear that kissed my eye.
After short time, I’ve forgotten who she is, what her voice is like, what are the features of her body and even her face… Then, I returned to the light and lived as a prisoner to it until it overwhelmed my eyes, until I became blind and broken.
From far distances I knew that you my sweetheart could run to a river and paint a large field full of flowers that lived you would spend your life in.
And invited every honest loving person to come and live with you above your land and river… gave them  the best of what you have of gifts  from your better bestowal, without any selfishness or coveting for yourself in more…
Days, months and years passed by you and me, till one strange day, a quirk of fate desired to shake the sky, and the illustrious big planet fell down while I was blind, not aware that I fell with it but I was lucky because I fell on your land and we met again…
 
One of your fellows approached me and said:
“We have a healing medicine for you. Take a handful from the land of the immortality river then irrigate your forehead with it, till you get rid of all your sinful memories and come back to us as a feast.”
I washed my face with the immortal water, my blindness was cured and my life returned to me with its beautiful face and warm smiles.
While my sweetheart approached to clear my chest and avoid the blaming and admonitions with her forgiveness, I realized the love and compassion in her treatment and swam asleep thrilled of lovers trance with her…
After days and months…
A flashing nostalgia invaded my heart for the days of the illustrious obnoxious planet
Then, I whispered in my lover’s ear:
“To love each other more … we have to leave up again”
 
Actually I felt confused of myself, how I love her and at the same time I ask to depart
Again and again I repeat my sins of yesterday… She said:
“Oh darling, we will not fold the life in the game of meet and flee”
Tears that filled her eyes refused to free itself… She was petrified and eluded, but sent pleading glances at me, requesting me to not cause for her a new wound with my departure as well leaving her alone with the sunset.
She kept waiting for an answer …waited and waited hopfully to change my mind and choose to stay beside her…
But I stepped down from dancing with her, amazed of myself and asked how didn’t I notice the lightened star all this long time ,while I have good eyes ,can see its glow from afar.
Something in my soul told me to forget the past… I closed my eyes and I wished if I can be in his place…
 
 
Hence I opened my hand to him but suddenly the earth was shaking under me. The stones shook…my feet staggered. And then all my body fell down in the deep river groove…
After a while I found myself indulged in the bottom of the river which is filled with mud and thick silt, I begged the river to give me just a little bit of its water to wash my eyes …and it answered me with a small despaired creak … I looked at it and found my reflection. It was full of scars of ulcerous sins.  I could not believe myself because my fair face became distorted again. I rubbed my eyes strongly, not aware that my hands were covered with mud and dreaded silt. And so my eyes sank in the mud and a storm of scars ulcerous in them, causing my blindness again, and remembered my beloved whom I denied her right to exist and left her in a hit-and-run game as a prisoner for centuries … My heart beats hoping her forgiveness for another time…At this moment, an owl flied on my shoulder saying:
“It is no longer your fate.”
 
 
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During our Voyeurism,for Author and Novelist Abeer Almadawy…The book  now is in Amazon kindle, you can lend it or buy 
worldwide.
http://www.amazon.com/During-our-Voyeurism-Collection-stories-ebook/dp/B00HOX76A8
 

Abeer Al-Madawy |During our Voyeurism

During our Voyeurism,is a collection of short stories …Published in Arabic language 2 years ago for the novelist and author
Abeer AlMadawy…
The book is known for its symbolism and fantasy line, as Abeer AlMadawy used to write in her Novels and stories.
to get the full version of the book ,you can visit amazon ,where you can find the book  worldwide (During our Voyeurism )

     Now this piece of the story which carries the title of the whole collection
         (During our Voyeurism)
               Author Abeer AlMadawy
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During our Voyeurism,is a collection of short stories …Published in Arabic language 2 years ago for the novelist and author
Abeer Al-Madawy…the story we are going to publish belong to it and have the same title .The book is known for its symbolism and fantasy line, as Abeer Al-Madawy used to write in her Novels and stories.
to get the full version of the book ,you can visit amazon ,where you can find the book of  During our Voyeurism 

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Author| Abeer Almadawy
Short Story
During our Voyeurism
How could we do it?….It is our first time to follow her with our eyes  which settled upon her short dress… she was pulling it…and revealed more of her legs as well some of her  thighs.
 She dismounted towards her known table in the restaurant, pulled out a chair and sat down loosely without any regard for what will be revealed from her body … Her concern was focused on her mobile phone as she tried many times to contact someone .. But he does not answer her. She tried to contact him again and again until anger was obvious on her thin face that became surly and sullen and suggests that it will ignite the fire on those who neglected to respond to her call and including also all who were around her.
But something wondrous stormed our alerted eyes for a closer look at what she hided … something that draw our attention to her more. As the anger jumped to her forehead, as a part of her dress confined on her legs and revealed the treasures of heaven and earth, which are disappeared under her short dress… Actually, because we are the permanent customers and pioneers of this restaurant, it gaves us the chance to Voyeurism the lady while after a while through unusual eager look.
Our laughing whispers on the Ms. whom is accustomed to wear long and matronly Gown, raised her anger…Actually, we do not know what happened to her today to undress in front of the worlds and taking off from her slumber and erupts!
After being eaten by anger, she pushed herself and stood up ….
Took off her shoes, threw it strongly out of the window and smashed the glass of it.At soon the waiter approached from her, accompanied with a glass of juice. She looked at him wryly, overthrew what was in his hands, grabbed his uniform and took off her short dress, replaced it by his clothe in front of our eyes while we are voyeurism.
Then she started to feel more bored. So she took off the gown and threw at the face of the waiter, and finally sat down wearing her hot lingerie only… in front of our thirsty eyes with no shame.
Again she returned to call the unknown person through her phone. This time, he answered her… and with a sharp loud voice, she blamed him and asked:
“You betrayed me with yourself … do you know?”
He replied, while we voyeurism:
“Yes, I betrayed you, and you knew and satisfied”
She played in her hair, pulled it till it looks like like a rebellious bird’s feather, and shouted untamed:
“You left me for Tamper?”
 “You’re looking for it throughout your whole life. Why are you blaming me now?”
She bit her nails, remembering that they’re artificial… removed them …and said angrly
“You brought him to me, so I do prostitution in front of your eyes!”
He replied, denouncing her accusation:
“You were dreaming of him and never accepted with others. So, I assisted you to achieve the dream”
Here her anger rose up more and she felt suffocated with her bra, so she decided to strip it… and then her breasts revealed to us and we are watching.
Suddenly she remembered that her breasts are also false…. Without thinking, she took the knife and ripped her breasts to get out the silicon bags….How much she hated to be described as artificial mother …
Now she noticed something important that desire to tell him about:
“I loved you. Do you remember?”
He kept silent … didn’t reply as if the courage was robbed out of him by surprise and captured the confused words in his throat. But he returned after gathering his courage again and said:
“Yes”
“And you?”
“I married you”
“Illegally”
“It was your request”
“No, it was your command”
“Remember that you are a female and I’m a man and you had accepted that”
Her eyes were wet with tears … while she was re-backing her memory and heard again his words of love, promises and remembered how her soul could to surround him for care and safety…
Remembered everything she devoted herself to him from good feelings…
 She expected that he will reply on love with love, care, attention, freedom and justice.
She lived decades under his feet while he used to take away her feelings, freedom, and security.
He took everything is beautiful in her life, and then he left her.
Her body trembled then, she looked at her genitals parts …. Her face looked silent and pale as if life has gone from him.
Flood of memories invaded her heart and brain…
Taste of pain, loss and failure attacked her violently… She whispered to herself:
“There is no longer a need for survival”
Here she realized how many times was taken by several men in front of his eyes, once forcibly and ravishment, and other times through her consent when lights of freedom and victory appeared to her behind the glitter of revolutions, but she was not happy. She remained captive for him and for others.
“Maybe the real time of freedom is now”
Whispering to herself again
No soon she pulled the knife out of her breast and stabbed it at her genitals…
The blood is flooded as wide as a sea, she drowned in it as well the phone and the anonymous…All of them were lost. And we, the pioneers of the restaurant were about to drown with her, during our Voyeurism.


Our beautiful Baby|Abeer Almadawy

Our beautiful baby 
Dream
Weekly Article appears at Castle Journal
Author/Abeer AlMadawy 
It was Great joy .. when I gifted him this small toy and I asked him to collect its parts.. The toy was

tough .. but it was rich too
So I encouraged him to depend on himself only .. I wanted him to know what is the life!
The Little kid succeeded to collect it and..He tried and tried ,Put  a piece over another piece and part next other parts .. and finally he created the miracle.
I felt proud of  him , hugged and kissed him…actually couldn’t believe he can do it, but he did and also could to win the victory and pass over the all the obstacles so now he enjoys the joy of freedom
Days passed, the little boy left his toy to others and he became busy with himself and how to be a man…he forget that the toy was his future and now it became in the  others hands,they did not care of how this toy was before and what a great miracle the boy did!
They put their dirty hands over every piece of the toy… .. smashed its walls … destroyed her heart … split up its arms …
And no soon they left  it to the little boy just as  a small scrap and is not suitable for something …The Toy destroyed and lost its miracles.
Ended

Word of the Author:

Dream of today and tomorrow and for  all the future does not need to explain … but it needs to be aware of every  step we are walking through …Egyptian you have  to  be keen on your steps…save  the flower of  the  revolution before it snatches by  any tenderizer or a radical of any direction … the January 25 revolution is considered as one of the greatest  human revolutions throughout history, the whole world will continue to mention it as a first peaceful revolution which is triumphed by the voice of the song and the music but not with the sound of weapons ..it is the  peaceful civilian white revolution ..
for this revolution Egypt paid holly price of its sons’ blood …youth, women, men and even young children paid their blood to free Egypt.. so why , after all that to leave Egypt to the devils  or return to the past . . or loss your  life  under the fangs of the   extremism from Islamic or Christian groups…
My dream is to see the light of the revolution ignites the spirit of unity , hope , life and fix what may mess up and work on the progress of our country and its development to become  one of the states who belongs to the  civilized world .. My dream is to return the prestige of Egypt and to use  the rule of law in the Egyptian street … My dream is to let the religion to God, but the land is  for all …And all the Egyptians live together  in freedom and democracy.

Notice:
This story I had written after Revolution of 25 Jan, But what I was afraid of,  happened as if I read the future!
Actually I didn’t know the future but i could to read the present ,so that I ask you Egyptian, never repeat again your mistakes…
Remember that you paid huge price of your last mistake and you had to revolution again in 30 June,2013 to get  Egypt back to you…Now it is your turn , never let the toy, save it, work to grow up,embrace your next president with hope and courage…
Both of you together can  save Our Holly land”Egypt”
Abeer Almadawy

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